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The depression is still there- it hangs like fog, clouding my senses into dull murk.
Only now, I know I shall be failing my university for good this time- along with relationships, work, & the rest of life along with it.
On the plus side, though, I've now realised that depression & pain are my two closest allies when it comes to creativity- so expect to see that manifested soon from me.
That's all.
Only now, I know I shall be failing my university for good this time- along with relationships, work, & the rest of life along with it.
On the plus side, though, I've now realised that depression & pain are my two closest allies when it comes to creativity- so expect to see that manifested soon from me.
That's all.
A lot has happened
Suspended my studies because the depression became too much for me to study, then stupidly forced myself to move to Brazil for a teaching internship so I could just shake myself out of this stupid slump.
That's all it is, right? A slump I'll be able to just climb out of, if only I wasn't so fucking whiny & could just get over myself, already.
I'm so sorry. I'm trying to stop being a burden, I really am.
I'm trying so hard to rid myself of all these personal flaws, but all these failures are just so exhausting.
Take the introversion, for example. Being forced to be constantly surrounded by other people (at work, even having a roommate)
Lalalalalala...
Even after buying a Bamboo tablet, I still draw with a laptop touchpad instead... I'm weird, lalalala... drawing with a touchpad has messed up my wrist... lalalala... my shoulder has also given out too now... lalalalalala...
Waka, Waka, Wacom!
So I got a Wacom (Bamboo)- just a beginner one, but I figured it'll encourage me to draw more =D
I have actually been drawing, but the problem is I'm too lazy to scan any of it in haha xD
So maybe with a Wacom I'll no longer have that excuse (since my drawings will start off electronic) -meaning I'll HAVE to submit art (I have a rough sketch I'm going to upload in a sec).
Anyway, it's taking me a while to get used to it (have so far only used it twice, because of that D=!) but hopefully this means you'll be seeing me on DA more often now! (Though whether that's a good or bad thing, I'm not quite sure lol xD)
Toodles! =3
I started a BLOG! =D
Heyyyy everyone,
Hope you're all having a good holiday! =]
Just wanted to say I'm sorry for my absence (again, lol ^^;) but I'm getting back into the creative swing of things, now
Aaaand I'm also pleased to announce...that I started a blog! =D
It's nothing special just yet, but hopefully it'll help me to start being more creative. You can find it here: PavementFireworks.blogspot.com
I've kicked off with a 3 part introduction (yeah, I write a lot- lol sorry!)
Hopefully next will come the explanation as to why I've called the blog Pavement Fireworks
(but those of you that already follow me probably already know the answer to that, anyway
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