Suspended my studies because the depression became too much for me to study, then stupidly forced myself to move to Brazil for a teaching internship so I could just shake myself out of this stupid slump.
That's all it is, right? A slump I'll be able to just climb out of, if only I wasn't so fucking whiny & could just get over myself, already.
I'm so sorry. I'm trying to stop being a burden, I really am.
I'm trying so hard to rid myself of all these personal flaws, but all these failures are just so exhausting.
Take the introversion, for example. Being forced to be constantly surrounded by other people (at work, even having a roommate)